hi.i am about to go off on a tangent so please forgive.... i am suddenly beset by a strange but volatile need to wonder....wonder what it would feel like to touch, to caress,.a hug, a kiss, two kisses.. i wonder what he would taste like, what we would taste like.... i wonder about making a move, i wonder about wastig him to come to me. i know i sound like a sappy harlequin novell but..so what! he makes me tingle, he is infuriating. i like it when he smiles, i need something from him.something like a really good shag..... or maybe not.such things as i have discovered are better left to the imagination. like that one time when i psyched myself up for a particularly hot "date" and lets just say it wasnt as satisfying as i had envisaged it would be. the let-down was horrifying. details?.....i think not. okay i have just decided that he isnt at all worth it...i mean...why should i. wonder that is..if he isnt wondering the same things.then i shouldn't. dont get me wrong he is c...